A dream

Well, you all know that people say that wishing for dreams really hard can turn them into reality...

I had a dream and I wished for it and tried to make it real. I worked and spend a lot of time planning this trip. I guess it took my a while now (about a year or so) but finally it is about to happen. I'm just about to realize that I'm leaving Germany again. Tonight. This time for holidays, but still... It's the same country and the same awesome people are waiting over there for me and my best friend Silli to come.

We're going to travel with my parents for two weeks on the Westside from Perth up to Exmouth. It is gonna be so amazing! :)) And after that... hell I can't even believe it yet... Silli and me are going back to Caloundra to stay with our families for three weeks and catch up with friends and so on. I'm so unbelievable happy and excited! And also a bit proud that I actually made it to go back to my second home! I'm looking forward to see my loveable aussies with a smile on their face seeing us! Have good one x

Home is where your heart is.

I was in Australia... for half a year. For some of you half a year may sounds short- for some others miles to long. This feeling is different for everyone. When I arrived it seemed to be the longest time of my life! Unfortunately it passed quick as! I just love it in Australia. There were hard times where I really missed my family, my friends and maybe you who is reading the blog atm. but there where those special people I've met who really changed my life, who always picked me up. I lived some of the greatest experiences you can ever have in your whole life time. and I'm thanking everyone who supported me to make my Australia-dream so amazing! I'm so glad to see all yous who i love in Germany now, but at the same time i feel heartbroken, like I'm leaving a huge part of me, far away but also just over the water and whaterver it is always with me - in my heart. A lots of things happened in Australia, huge smiles and laughs or just awkward things. There were moments who might changed myself with all my opinions and believes, but at the end it's still me;) Australia changed me i became more relaxed, i'm not messed up anymore, i'm also more confident, and probably a bit fatter, but it doesn't matter cause i know now that i'm beautiful at the inside.i'm not perfect- not at all but thats exactly what makes me so amazing! what makes everybody special. i mean it isn't really bad to have a few enemies right? that just means that you have something they wanna have and i know that everybody and siriously it doesn't matter who- everybody has this special thing! everybody can be someone beautiful! and everybody has to accept each others oppinions- also you because you'll have to accept that a part of me will always belong to Australia which doesn't mean that it is not here because it feels kinda awesome to be home as well! But please just know I have to places where I'm home now, because home is where your heart is. and my heart is at two places now and i will always think of each of them in laughs and under tears. for now its an ending but i know it is just a start -the start of something beautiful :')

 love, kat x

Timtams, Milo and Vegemite :)

When you get called out at parade as the only one, the special one, the one who has to go and your standing there, totally lost cause your thoughts were miles away, on days you used to count the secs of the parade to see when it is over and everybody is watching you and your thoughts suddenly just change to 'thanks for loving me, i love yous too and i'm going to miss you all so much!' ♥

An for my german gathos: do yous wanna know what I bought for yous today? haha The best care packet ever! We'll have it when I'm making the picture night:) Just for a few of yous or let's say for everyone who's interested;) But you gotta tell me first x

Romeo + Paris

What you can get up to becuse of english hahaha :)

Farewell

Today we had our farewell dinner. Horrible thing!:( I was kinda really upset:( But it was also Carla's (international carla's) birthday, so I just tried to see it as birthday party;) Anyways, it was a nice farewell with lots of love and laugh ;)

 And some awkward eating pictures :D

STATE OF ORIGIN 2

State of Origin 2 - and the passion moves on! Wednesday again, the second State of Origin of this year and the second one in my life - but never ever the last! We started not that excited like last time but we ended up having heaps of fun althrough the Queenslander lost the game:(( The passion was still there! The love for the places where your heart is! Were you can be yourself and fight for yourself- but not just for yourself, you can fight for every other single one so that at the end we are one groupe. Everyone for everyone. One huge bunch of people- called the world. <3

Family xx

I was sooo happy when Patty told me that my Bundaberg family is going to visit us on the weekend!!:) Aww:)) I got to see them another time!:) We had a fantastic rainy day, just hanging around and doing some random stuff:) we also helped ash moving in her new flat with her friend:) its a pretty nice one up in Mooloolaba:)) Hope she'll like it there:) but now... oh well, Micheal gone, Ash gone... I'm alone with my parents- lets party! haha kidding;) So my Bundi-Family-Part, THANK YOU SOOO MUCH to make the effort to come down here to say goodbye, I love you and I'll miss you heaps! xx

Nails :)

Carla and I painted my nails like the Australia flag
I just fucking love them! They are the best! <3

Just for you

Just for you- for every single australian person I got to know and love in this awesome time!:)  I promise i'm coming back xx

Yep!

Yeah guys, I know I'm the best, yous don't have to tell me :D:D